i never knew humans could turn on you in a second.
So I have apologised and there's no response. I've done my part and I know im in the wrong but I think I deserve a little more for all that you've done.
And to you, the fickle-minded weirdo, i have no idea what your problem is but im just going to be normal and im not going to sacrifice my eternity in paradise by not talking to you or showing you attitude. So ya, do what you want.
Now I realise why Michael Jackson had such a fascination with children. It was because of their innocence, because they don't judge you. They just want you to play with them and be your friend. And even now as I sit here typing I see my cousins, 7 and 4 playing together having the time of their lives. And I wish I could be that age again.
Overnight, so many things have happened and I know they were the consequences of me not listening to Him, and His still voice. I knew what he wanted me to do. But I waited and now its too late.
But through all this, I know that I have to still be His child and do what He wants me to do.
What would Jesus do if he was in my position? He would have turned the other cheek. Kept quiet and just let people trample on Him.
Me? I never let go without a fight. But i now know that that's not the way to roll. The way to roll would be to do what Jesus would have done.
And that's what I'm going to do from now on. Besides, I would rather live out hell on Earth the right way and then enjoy eternal paradise with my Father.
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