So my mid-years are almost over, I just have Physics left but I know that no matter how much i burn my brain I will definitely fail. I have a good feeling about Math though i actually think i might be able to pass.
Anyway my Dad says it does not matter how badly how i do for mid-years just so long as i get the single digit for O levels.
I am seriously dying I will never be able to get these grades:
English A1
Tamil A2
Chemistry A1
Physics A1
Mathematics A1
Combined Humanities B3
That is like 9 points and i am definitely going to die.
There are many expectations of me.
I am going to let SO many people down.
I really hate life now and i regret many MANY decisions i have made. I wish i could turn back time but i can't. Oh well.
Some people can really be insensitive about other people's feelings and I feel like hating them but i know i should not hate.
Gossiping has become a habit.
I am currently in love with Richard Marx. Ok la not him but his songs...they are really great.
Right Here Waiting
Oceans apart, day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain
If I see you next to never
But how can we say forever
Wherever you go, whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
I took for granted, all the times
That I thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now
Oh, can't you see it, baby
You've got me goin' crazy
Wherever you go, whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance
Oh, can't you see it, baby
You've got me goin' crazy
Wherever you go, whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
Waiting for you
This song is great! Go hear!
Music is a wonderful distraction.
Shocking things have happened.
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